Private Thoughts Made Public

It’s been a few days since I wrote anything here and I’m still trying to clear out the thoughts in my head. The issues I wrote about here have largely been resolved, and I still chat with her online. Sunday night, though, my mind was going into overdrive, and once again I only got two hours sleep. I’m amazed I was only half an hour late for work on Monday, to be honest.
I’ve been spending some time this week trying to find out if my plans for how I want a future relationship to work are feasible or not. Now, at the end of the week, I feel I need to take some time out and reassess who I am and what I can realistically achieve. How can I get what I want if I don’t know why I want it, or even if it’s what I’m looking for in the first place?
So. Time for contemplation. After a little bit of googling I found this site and I’m going to read up a bit more about it over the weekend. I need to relax, clear my mind, talk to other people, gain some insight into myself and only then can I decide where I want my life to go.